Today I've been putting off schoolwork by developing this site honestly, inventor theoretical probability when I GET you. I've been talking to my boyfriend and it's been super awesome and I've been re-reading my favorite book of all time, Mount Chicago by Adam Levin (not the Maroon 5 guy). I started working on a new song recently and I've been writing out instrumental parts for another song and it's been really good to get my mind off everything.
It's been a great week honestly, school is still bearing on my mind but I'm now a year clean of self harm AND I've been with my boyfriend for an entire 6 months! My boyfriend is really cool and he's genuinely made my life so much better and I think about him all the time and I don't care if he sees this because it's all true and I gotta be honest. John, if you see this, You're incredibly handsome and funny and kind and caring and important to me and you do nothing but make my life better on the daily. I can't wait for one year, baby <3